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shy


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Public displays of PK


My closest friends and family know about my PK and geisting, because it's happened on a daily basis since I was born. I am terribly afraid of anyone else knowing. I guess I'm paranoid, I guess, that if people knew I would either be labeled as a freak, or crazy, or possibly even taken away. It's because when I was a teenager my parents talked to my doctor about this stuff. He had me admitted, and the psychiatrist, after a week of daily examinations, interviews and tests, he told my parents I was lying for attention and manipulating everyone around me. That's when I lost all credibility. Of course, after all these years and things still happening all the time, the people close to me have grown to accept the truth.
But I have had times when things happen in public. Sometimes I will be walking down an aisle at the store and things will just fall off the shelves. I'm not a heavy person, and they fall while I'm just standing there. I've walked down the toy aisle and they all go off, or the radios/tv section messes up. Once I walked  by the mp3 players and decided to stop and look at them as a present for my husband. Another lady was looking at them too. I got close to one and concentrated on it, trying to see all of it's features and stuff. Then, all the sudden, the one I was looking at flipped up in the air and smacked against the dispaly. It was behind glass, locked up. The lady beside me gave me a horrified look and pushed her cart away fast.
Does anyone else have a lot of public PK events? What do you do about them? Any advice?
I have so many questions I want to ask here. This is my first because I don't want to do anything that would put myself in the lime light, so to speak. I'm a quiet person, hence my user name. I don't go out much. I hate being around people,  so I guess the anxiety when I am manifests as the PK energy. I think.

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I haven't had a lot of them, but usually I try to come up with a logical explanation and attempt to patch it with this. Though, I often find my behavior stupid afterwards (it's basically fooling myself and others). I can't gain control over something that I'm denying.

Perhaps hugging and learning to love this weirdness would be the best way to cope with it. Everyone has a lot of unconscious empathy going on and people often treat you the way you feel about yourself.

I haven't overcome geisting myself yet, but I hope it helps.. aww



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I used to try to hide PK in public, but I don't worry about it anymore, especially because as you get more powerful, it becomes harder to hide. People notice me focusing on things which only move when I'm focused on them. Most people seem to either look at me funny or with puzzlement. Others, confront me directly, usually looking for me to tell them that they didn't see what we both know they did:)

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My brother-in-law is very skeptical, and a cop, but being around me has even made him believe this stuff. He asks me to bring my own laptop when I come. But something always breaks when I go there. They laugh it off, but it makes me feel bad.

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Its interesting Shy how you have things happen that many of us would dream of being able to do,   B4 any giesting happens do you have any feeling that its coming, and also do things happen alot under stressful situations? it seems that its on a very subconscious level.

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Well, it's way worse when I get home from being around people. I hate being around people. It's weaker first thing in the morning when I wake up. and things very rarely happen while I sleep. My husband says it happens more the more agitated I get. The feeling I have is like I'm gonna pop, but I have no way to express that feeling besides geisting. And it feels like an adrenaline rush.
sometimes things happen when I am super happy or getting really relaxed. I should keep a record of how I feel.

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I find it strange that people would want it so bad. I mean, it's caused lots of valuables to break and hurt people. At the same time, I was on a medication for migraines for a few months and it went away completely. Only time in my life it left. I thought I should be happy, but instead I was horribly depressed. I felt like part of me was missing, like I was suddenly still and alone. As soon as I went off the medicine, it was back in spades.

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Sorry I may have worded it wrong I don't mean any of the bad stuff, but it would be nice as a researcher to be able to slide a coffee cup along a table, but with complete control of that movement, and not as a giest.
Maybe some meditation to calm the mind may stop the tention building situations from happeneing

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Well, there have been times were I unintentionally had things come right to me. For example, the shampoo bottle in the shower has gone right into my hand when I reached for it, or a pencil has rolled to me on occasion when I went to grab one. Once I sat down to watch TV and it turned on as I was reaching for the remote. So I guess it has been conveinent at times. aww
I also seem to be very good at throwing and catching. If I drop something, and go to catch it, it's like it swoops right into my hand. My husband says my throwing aim is great. he would know, we've been in a few snowball fights.
But the bad things that happen. I might be mad at someone and they will feel as if they've been punched. If I think, "I wish so and so would get sick..." they often do. So I feel like my thoughts have to be guarded. It's really stressful, and makes the PK all around me worse.

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I would recommend on focusing on what it felt like on these convenient times until it becomes passive and grows into a more-or-less subconscious habit. You can change the construct of yourself to a more happy and confident one. This also provides more control over everything you manifest.

Even though it might be tough to hold the patience at first, I would still suggest meditation on stillness of the mind or meditation on a specific feeling / object.
Do you enjoy the weather sometimes? Focus on the feeling of yourself enjoying it.
Anything else you love? Intend on it happening and enjoy it.

After some meditation, one might acquire the feeling of their self. When I feel out of control, I focus on that feeling as well as visualize letting go of everything around me (all kind of external problems, regrets and stuff).

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My mother is an empath and she gets the anxiety arround crowds you speak of. I have been working with her on shielding visualization techniques.

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Thanks for the suggestions. I do think I may be empathic. I know I am with close loved ones. I hurt when they hurt. When I am around a lot of people I get dizzy feeling, and sometimes sort of high feeling, like someone gave me pain medicine or something. I get confused and overwhelmed. That's why I stay away from places like Walmart, or the mall. It's frustrating because I hate hate hate shopping because of all this, so it frustrates my friends and family who are girls and want me to go out with them. I would rather hang out and watch movies or go for a nature hike.


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I'm no master of things to advise you how to control it but I have learned a way.

 

Keep your output hand busy.

For example buy a rubber ball hollow in the inside and try to store energy into it, once enough energy is stored bounce the ball at the ground 1 time. The Earth intakes the stored energy in the ball into it self. Helped me a lot from having that giant statick feeling in my hand and zapping people by accident. wink

 

Give it a try  aww

 

Also good god I thought I was good now I feel like a newb evileye starts staring at the dot on the wall more intencely aww

I did have 1 public experience at home smile my brother pissed me off and I mean really really made me angry he was carrying a stack of books to my dads office. I just nudged my eyes to the left and the 2 top books flew off the top he thought he dropped them. confuse coincidence I think not aww



-- Edited by The Magicians Apprentice on Monday 27th of February 2012 01:39:10 AM

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