So, I'm concerned, as I stated in my hello post it's been a while since I've done much works, I've been charging my hands and, I only see a thin glowing outline, before it was like a ghostly version of my actual hand, With a orange outline, expanding out at least a half a inch, I'm not sure if a year or so would deminish ability, after all, you don't forget how to ride a bike if you don't ride for a year. Any help in reversing or input on this would be great.
I've been meditating and, some times the aura shows as it use to, well, not exactly...just a tiny expansion of orange outline, but most the time it is the thin glowing, any imput or help still would be great.
-- Edited by XeiroFlora on Saturday 24th of March 2018 06:57:59 PM
There are many psi researchers & practitioners, including myself who believe that seeing auras & other psychic sensory phenomena are expressions of synesthesia. I for instance have a tactile experience of energy, as well as feel everything I see as a part of my nervous system. My visual experience of auras & energy, is in waves & clumps of photonic density. It's sort of like the grin filter in Photoshop, but moving & at different levels of resolution depending on the energetic pressure. I mention it, because visual experience of the aura & energy in general doesn't seem to have uniform interpretation among different people.
That being said; as a dynamic human being, you cannot remain static. We all have highs & lows in performance. With that in mind, the best way to repeat performance is to replicate the conditions of the earlier performance to the best of your memory. To this end; journaling the details of practice helps. In the case that you don't have notes or a detailed memory to refer to; you'll likely have to start at the beginning & build yourself up again.
Lastly, even if you don't forget skills, they do become dull from lack of use:)
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Alrighty, understand, I'm going to do works for a while and believe it will get me back to myself, I'll keep active and add to any need, I hope to be of use, even at my lowest I'll give my best.
