Okay, so... I can manipulate people to do whatever I want, whenever I specify.
I have been able to do this for about two month, maybe longer but I only noticed it a month ago. I can just sort of 'think' of what I want to happen and concentrate on it and it usually happens.
The farthest I've done it is a few thousand miles away, (I made my friend go on the computer and allow me to go to a site) the fastest was, I think, about 5 minutes (I filled up all the seats in my bus so that... ehm... you don't need to know the reason, do you?) and the most complicated thing I've done is meet someone at a specific place and a specific time.
Can someone please tell me what is going on with me or if they have the same thing? I'm not really sure if anyone goes on here; I'm new.
Notes:
I'm 14, mentally unstable and used to be very depressed, so much that I tried suicide 3 times. The depression has gone and, for some reason, I feel very alone with out it.
My problems started on december the 27st, when I used 'The Law of Attraction' consciously, for the first time. They got worse and worse until the last 2 months when I started making revolations about myself and what I can do.
Sorry if this is too long I really, desperately, want - need some help.
Edit: Some people don't understand so let me emphesize it:
I can manipulate peoples actions, as long as it's logical, but I don't know why this happened all of a sudden or why I have this/how I use it, exactly.
-- Edited by PsionicSombie on Tuesday 10th of May 2011 06:16:35 PM
Hello PsionicSombie, I'm not actually clear on what you want help with. If you are asking for help with depression; I think that you should seek a mental health care professional, rather than look to a forum. Most people on forums are normal people, often young, in college or even your age, and are ill-equipped to help with depression.
If you are only talking about telepathy & remote influence; it sounds like you are doing well with it, & I'm not sure what the delima is? Some people including myself feel that we are all connected, or one mind ultimately. So, telepathic influence is more common than people think. As with PK, many people practice it everyday, without realizing it consciously.
It helps me to think of psionics as a skill rather than a power. A skill which develops advantages with the growth of greater proficiency. It can be like being able to see or hear, things others which don't, or at least don't consciously notice. I think if you are enjoying telepathy, you can take it seriously enough to develop the skill, but it can be good to balance that with not taking yourself to seriously.
I hope you find this helpful. Also, if you read through the forum; you may find that you can relate to the experiences which others have written about.
Again though, you shouldn't look to a forum on psionics to solve a mental health issue:)
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"Worry about self delusion, after you have succeeded." -Owltwelve
You're manifesting your own reality, which you've always been doing. Now you've just become a bit more aware of it. Why - you'll eventually realize the reason (which I think is individual and slightly different for everyone).
Why do you consider it a problem? It should be all fine if you can control it. Use it well ;).
Maybe you're thinking something along the lines of "How and why should I be able to do this when I'm not worth it"?
You are worth everything that happens to you because you are the one who manifests it. Noone else but you decide what you're worth and what you aren't. Without trying you wouldn't get to know if you were worth it or not in the first place.
Hope this helps..
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The unreal hath no being; there is no non-being of the Real; ~Krishna
A stable-minded person will neither hug nor hate the world, he will take things as they come.
I know what you mean.. o_O It happens to me most of the time , but i dont do it on purpose like .. im thinking i want some halls.. then my friend pokes my arm and gives me one.. O.o I think i want something to drink.. another friend invites me to some Coke or something o_O I think "i hope the teacher cancels teh lesson cause i dont wanna go" and then my friend calls saying teh teacher cancelled it coz of the rain o_O Lots of stuff like that happen daily o.o And its not a bad thing.. until it gets out of control o_O you got a gift bro.. Try to control it :) And about depression.. i know how u feel too :S so even if it feels hard without it or u feel lonely , stay outta it o.o trust me.. And i think u filled up all the seats for a girl to sit beside u? XD simple i guess lol .. You change your reality :D One step to total awareness ^^ as i said.. try to control it... If you think something like " i want someone to do this" quickly remember that u wanna control and think "no i dont want them to.." o_o fight fire with fire as they say... It might work.. Thats all i could help with :S Thanks and good luck ^^
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"Know that ye are gods and all of you are children of the most high" ~ Psalms 82:6 "The kingdom of heaven is within you" ~ Jesus
You should watch the Anime on youtube called Code Geass anyways, yes this is just manifestation of your reality. Everyone does this in some way, but usually they don't have the focus or understanding that they are doing it so well. I can do this too, but even more easilly with people I have close emotional ties with. I can think of them and summon them to call me, to get online on messenger, or to visit.
It's possible to do this with more than just humans too, it's possible to do this with odds and weather etc.
