(Keep in mind I'm posting this kind of fast, so excuse typing errors, etc.)
hello all,
I am a fourteen year old boy. I am smarter than the average fourteen year old. I have a high degree of common sense, fast thinker, etc. I am also very humble. Not that any of that really matters.Ever since I was young I always felt like there was something special I could do.I just recently came across this telekinesis buisness. I have been practicing for about five days. I can sort of feel energy and sense it, but it feels like there is an invisible wall preventing me from seeing energy. Same thing with telekinesis. It feels like I'm soooo close to doing it, but it seems like there is an invisible wall in the way. I haven't gotten any results yet. Every time I try and move and object, it doesn't budge at all, although I do feel a little resistance. Do I just need more practice? Am I not telekinetic? I do not want to be able to use telekinesis for power or to show off, but to feel my inner spirit, mind and body. Please give me advice and tips. Thank you.
I also want my abilities to be kept secret. I do not really understand all of this chakra and god stuff, but I do know concentration and the third eye seems crucial. People might think I'm weird, insane, etc. Also, it's not really common to say," Hey mom, I can do telekinesis that I've been practicing secretly from you!" I just want.... a little bit of guidance. I am an absolute complete newbie at this so far.
What I did when starting was going to psipog.net and downloading the archived site. After opening the files in a browser go to > archive > ebooks > The Psion's Handbook : Overview of Psionics. Reading that handbook was where I started. Just focus, put in the time, and don't try to rush it. Good luck!
