So today i was un threading some organic thread when i noticed i had burned the areas i was holding :S i though no way so i tried to burn a smoking paper and whilst i was doing it i had a weird hot feeling come over me, almost crackly hot if you understand what i mean.
after 5 or so minutes i could actually smell burning paper and was kind of seeing burning with small starter flames appearing but it was not actually happening it was like it was in my head and i was sort of seeing it with my eyes, i looked directly above and the heat felt like a flame was actually under neath me i could almost taste the smoke when i got distracted and the experience went away.
is this experience very close to actually setting the desired object on fire or ?
If i was not disturbed do you think it would have set on fire or burnt?
it was so odd and never ever felt like that before, i don't know if this is a normal experience with pyro because i am just starting off
When it comes to reality; you write your own rules...all is mind. This trick, if you want to call it that, is simple. Decide what you want to happen, then concentrate on that intention, like a dog on a bone as though you are experiencing it in the present. Approach it this way very stubbornly. If you experienced pyrogenisis, you don't need validation; just keep doing what you did the 1st time, but do it everyday. You will gradually build up the synaptic connection for generating fire to be very strong.
Do not concern yourself with what is normal. Does a god seek an example of light be manifesting it?
Worry about self delusion, after you've succeeded:)
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thank you sussch :) i have not tried any more pyro yet but i will keep doing it with the technique i used before :) its very strange isn't it lol. thank you for your reply i wish you all the best with your training