I have recently wrote an email reply to a few people in my meditation circle. I wrote of my success with altering reality and would like to share it with you all. Here, :)
Growing up as a guy I did masturbate before and I always felt my energy actually drop after. It was too the point I didn't have the clouds of energy around me and my head felt empty. My mind became clouded and I was unable to think clearly as a result.
It is interesting to compare even normal sex to this because my energy does not drop like it does through the masturbation. For this reason I have done 2 90 day no masturbation (no fap) challenges before and am now after quitting it all together.
My next step is to use the yab yum position, mantras and breathing techniques to bring about the Black Tantric spiritual awakening Michael speaks of.
Take it from me, I am a sceptic and don't believe things off the bat.
For this reason I didn't fully believe in the power of the Hum Sa mantra. But now with the success I am having I do.
For example 2 years ago I was doing the mantra for intelligence, physical fitness and money. (I was in the best shape of my life at this time, I attached a picture) I also had iq increases of 20 or so points taking me from above average to gifted levels. I was then living in a large house on nearly an acre of land in the country side a minute from a large clean pond for free making 15$ an hour at an easy job.
After stopping the mantra I put on some weight, lost some strength, my intelligence fell back to normal and I lost that job and made less money. The house I was in became unsuitable to live in and I needed to move back in with dad and pay rent.
Now in reflection after the success I have had I can say I was stupid to give it up but am happy I did. I now have this experience to share with you to increase your understanding of the power of your own will and God.
Upon starting this mantra up again I am quickly getting back to where I was in terms of fitness. My intelligence is quickly improving, money is coming in again and steadily increasing (I made over 300 today alone). I have also met a girl who constantly brings up past lives, and spiritual topics. She wants to travel like me, is blonde like I wanted and is driven in life and highly moral. I am amazed at the so called coincidence. Let me spell it out.
I was doing a Hum Sa to meet a spiritual girl, with blonde hair and blue eyes. I end up having this girl text me asking to hang out. (we did before but she had black hair). I agree and see that she now has blonde hair and looks better than ever. After a few days she brings up past lives and asks me about it. She then talks about ghosts, spirits, afterlife and so on. All the while I am sitting there thinking "what is going on, this is too good to be true". We then start dating and yesterday we look at the map on my wall and pick out the places we would like to travel, she wants to go to the same places as me. It is like looking at myself in the mirror. She then mentions meditation before she leaves to go home. Let me tell you that not Once did I bring up the topic nor did I initiate first contact with this girl. She came to me and is telling Me what I was wishing for.
To come back to the topic of money, at work I am now averaging between 114 and $18/h , this is while I am in University living at home for free. I can see greater money coming in in the near future and am excited to be free to travel and do as I please with this new girl.
I also in my Hum Sa's do visualizations on being highly driven in life. Before at work I was lethargic and lazy, I didnt give it my all. But now it is the opposite, I am the top salesman and it is a joy to be there. I wake up in the morning and watch this video " https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8sJoLzH8gg ", after that I will get a shower I end with 10 seconds - 1 minute of cold water. I find this Really helps get you going and sets you off on an amazing mental foot to start the day. Not to mention it is very healthy for the body.
Also, during the past few weeks the fitness aspect has been coming in randomly. The other night I flipped to a random page of my Yoga book, I was reading for the 1st time and I saw on the page the description for Sirishana " http://www.sivananda.org/teachings/asana/headstand.html ". This is apparently a miracle Asana and they say in India that one who does this pose for 3 hours a day conquers time (Wrinkles disappear along with gray hairs etc).
To do with intelligence I have started doing my brain training again and more intense than before. I now do the Image streaming " http://www.winwenger.com/imstream.htm " and listen to the brainwave entrainment " http://www.transparentcorp.com/products/np/ " for a few hours a day (I usually play League of Legends while doing so haha!)
Another interesting piece is that my little brother recently asked me if I would like to go halves on a full set of Dumbells taken from an old Goodlife Fitness. This means I can work out at home in an extremely effective manner thus bringing about my superior fitness goals; it is incredible.
That's all for now I hope you guys find this helpful and as always feel free to email me at joshtucker7@gmail.com or get in touch with me through Whatsapp
