~In order to gain something, you must present something of equal value.~ ~There is no such thing as good orevil. They are the same thing, just with a minor difference.~
welcome and yh Sussch's suggestion seems good:D try to go on the pathway of enlighment. why? well there are many reasons. one of them....powers are part of enlighment and will also help you develop your powers. also enlighments is a very nice process:D
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Ah forget my signature, I have nothing smart to say...in a few months I will change my opinion probably :~p
also. felt the same as you weak but poweful. KEEP TRAINING NO MATTER WHAT. why? you dont want to loose this determination/devoment/patience?/boost in energy that you have right now. if you dont train hard enough u might loose it and tk will get booring for you so keep going no matter what. believe you can do it, say to yourself ur halfway there all the time,etc. good luck :D
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Ah forget my signature, I have nothing smart to say...in a few months I will change my opinion probably :~p