Psychokinesis

Hello, I'm brand new to this forum and this is the first time I've reached out about my experience. I was hoping someone could help me gain some insight and skills in achieving my highest psychic potential.

When I was a child, I remember laying in my mother's bed, all alone and focusing on the bedside lamp; my mind was completely empty of tangible thoughts, but I was aware of the lamp and before too long, a feeling of fear overcame me. I say fear because it's probably the closest feeling to what I felt, perhaps it could be considered desperation or anxiety, but never was my mind so empty.

After a minute or two, the lamp flashed on. It turned on for no reason whatsoever and it scared the hell out of me. I ran out of the room screaming, but after the incident, I KNEW that I had turned the lamp on with my mind. That is where my lifelong pursuit of this energy force and how it works began.

I haven't pursued information the last couple of years because I've focused on school, work, getting married, and having a kid, but I really want to develop my psychic potential and abilities. Where do I start? How do I achieve what I did when I was just a child? Please someone give me some guidance. Thanks in advance.